A Personal Transcript

Michael Chase says:
so I met this guy
Michael Chase says:
his name is matthew
Zena says:
ok
Michael Chase says:
we’ve only known each other for like 4 days, but have exchanged at least 500 text messages
Michael Chase says:
and messed around already
Michael Chase says:
not all the way
Michael Chase says:
it was so nice, it was like 3 hours
Michael Chase says:
of kissing and stuff
Michael Chase says:
I hadn’t done that in 6 months
Michael Chase says:
anyway, he’s moving in August to go to grad school, so he doesn’t want to be my boyfriend…
Michael Chase says:
but I know he cares about me, he is just putting up this wall
Michael Chase says:
last night he asked me if he should break it off now because he doesn’t want to break my heart
Michael Chase says:
and he said he knows I’m special but he doesn’t want a bf, and would only be sticking around for the “play”
Michael Chase says:
ok
Michael Chase says:
I know I’m writing a novella
Michael Chase says:
sorry
Zena says:
its ok
Zena says:
ok… continue
Michael Chase says:
so he just kept asking me what he should do?
Michael Chase says:
he said it was a lose-lose situation
Michael Chase says:
if he stuck around he thinks I will hurt more when he moves, but he doesn’t want to break it off either
Zena says:
how do you feel?
Michael Chase says:
sad… I’ve shed a tear over this
Michael Chase says:
I don’t know why I got attached so quickly
Michael Chase says:
I honestly don’t
Michael Chase says:
it doesn’t happen often
Michael Chase says:
like this is the 3rd time
Michael Chase says:
in my life
Zena says:
…but how do you feel? what is your heart telling you to do?
Zena says:
and what is your adult brain telling you to do?
Michael Chase says:
I want to keep seeing him, I don’t care if it breaks when he moves
Michael Chase says:
my heart that is
Zena says:
then do that.
Zena says:
and deal with your heart breaking later.
Zena says:
we only live one life michael.
Michael Chase says:
I know